Day 12 - The person who caused me a lot of pain.

Anyone who knows me well, could've already guess who this letter is for. Yes, if it's that boy in your head, you're right. For nights I cried myself to sleep. Hating myself for not being enough for you. Becoming insane. Thinking what wrong have I done to deserve this.You changed this innocent young girl into a person she doesn't even know. Looking in the mirror, I no longer recognise myself. Who the fuck is this girl standing before me ? You left like nothing's wrong and came back like I'm worthless. Yes I am god damn aware that you regretted what you did but regrets? It's always too late to regret. Don't blame me if I no longer treat you how you were treated back then. You asked for this. I can't change the way I am now. This is what you made out of me. Nobody likes to be treated like shit. That includes you.

Day 13 - Someone I wish could forgive me.

To the same boy mentioned above, sorry I treat you like you don't matter anymore. You do. But I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.