I stayed home yesterday, yes the whole god damn day. Looked up to the ceiling. Nothing new today, I just lost another person. Don't have to know who this time round, haha boring right, everyday I post about losing people. Well, I kind of made that person walk out of my life. I don't know. This person apologised to me. When asked to explain, this person, said something like not being able to put it to words. So I told this person, I want to know every single thing he/she did that he/she had to apologise to me. Apparently, he/she didn't take the chance I gave him/her to and yeah that was it.

Oh god, it's only the start of the 3rd day this month, can't my life get any better? Losing appetite, always fucking cranky, only replying to people I choose to and what not. What the fuck is wrong with me. Losing appetite as in, I get really hungry. So I'll grab what I want to eat, half way munching down the food while thinking, then suddenly I'll like, can't eat anymore. I think I'm too sad to do anything, haha pathetic fuck. Oh yes the cranky part is really bad. I'll shout/throw a tantrum whenever I feel like it, to whoever I feel like doing it to. I do have anger management and attitude problem, but it has got better over the years. I think it's going back to how it was in the past. Fucked up much.

Sometimes I feel like just privatising this blog because everything I post is so.. emotional and depressing. Most importantly not even like, worth anyone's time reading. Haha why would anyone want to read about the same shit I go through everyday, true ? Goodnight.