I look frigging retarded but I don't care. Now here's something for you to suck on. I don't care what your friends tell you about him or what you think of me being with him bla bla bla. One, because you don't matter at all to me anymore. Two, good if you're starting to hate me cos I do not give a fuck. I am contented with my decision. I am happy that I'm really turning over into a new leaf. For your information, I am doing well. Look at me I have a god damn life. I'm working. Plus point, I have plans for school. And you, you are only making your life worst. God.

Okay sorry for that, just had to vent my anger out. Things between Arep and I aren't so well now but I know and I will make things better. Nothing more than him,except for family, matters to me in this world. It's been two days that we're arguing, I don't feel like talking about it. Hmm, ah! Work is good. Today marks the day that I've successfully went to work for a whole week,without fail as a full timer. Proud of myself. It's true that they say 'change' is really about antara nak dan tak nak.

Anyway, I went to have supper with Fatyn,Naq,Farhan and Yem after work. Then after sending the two off, the other two and I sat in the car, we had a heart to heart talk. Thank An and Fatyn I really appreciate it, I love you both. I swear I needed that. You see, this is what friends are for. I've come to realise that it's only that few people who are really truly there for you when you need someone. I'm so glad I still have friends like them around me. I might be getting a half day off tomorrow, I'm going to visit my grandmother in the hospital. She got admitted two afternoons ago. I hope she's doing fine. Amin. x