Accompanied Mustaqqim to Lavender for his passport and then town for awhile. Left him for Bugis to meet Fatyn as we had to go to our new job's briefing. I was suppose to meet the boy after that but he fell asleep so we went to meet Aunty Lynn (Fatyn's Mum) and her two younger brothers and Aunty Jun (Fatyn's Mum's bestfriend,I think she owns the King's Satay) at King's Satay, Clarke Quay. Zahryn wasn't there cos he was working. It was a belated birthday dinner for Zakiy so yup. I had fun. I took the train down to Tampines to meet Baby. We took the bus down to Pasir Ris and to the LAN shop. Forever. We chilled at Macs, do things we always do and we spoke nothing but nonsense the whole night. I love you!

These are pictures from last Sunday


 Bancho the Mat Rep's twin HAHA
My favourite siblings.

Below is a side note for the boyfriend, you can not read if you don't want to. I'm typing it just for him.

I couldn't thank God more for letting you find me and make me someone special in your life. Do you know how lucky I feel all the time I think about this?

"You know when you have this feeling like yes,this is it. This is the girl I can settle down with. This is the girl that I can last with.You know like when you know what you do is right although it is wrong and you won't regret doing it? That kind of feelings. I think that although I know you for a short period of time, but I feel like I've known you for a long time. I see myself in you.

And there are some reasons I keep quiet most of the time. There's a lot running through my mind. You just won't know my worries, my feelings. Yes, I am ego. My ego is like kryptonite and it's huge like the atlantic sea, okay fine. I admit. I'm being like this because I'm just scared of losing you and I don't want to see myself finding a replacement for you okay :/ So you understand now ? 

Seeing you cry is my weakness. Eventually I will pujuk you back. Till the day you don't see me pampering you when you cry, that's the day you know I can't stand it anymore and you can see me going crazy. That's me. But I hope it will never ever happen with you cos I fucking love you! Never had I been this possesive."

You know your word keep playing in my mind. I love times when you tell me things straightforwardly, like this. I don't know how to describe this love that I feel. It's so strong that I feel like it's unbreakable. Yes I know it's only been 4 months since we have been contacting. Only you were the one who understood me that point of time, oh and till now too. Tomorrow marks a month of us being official, fast isn't it? For four months of being with you, we've went through quite a lot,yes ? I believe all of it happens to make this stronger.

I love you Muhammad Ariff.