I want to update with the fishing pictures we took recently on a fishing trip but Faiz didn't bother uploading them. Since the last time I updated, we sure did a lot of things together. I won't write about most of them. Actually no, I'll just write about yesterday, Mother's Day.

Surprised mom with perfectly decorated cupcakes in the morning then I baked for Baby some fail cupcakes but heck who cares haha. Even my aunt who help me do it didn't know why it turned out like that. LOL. Went over to his place in the afternoon. This and that, his parents and I left for his aunt's place in Bedok at night for Mother's Day Celebration. Afterwhich, we took the cab back, dropped his parents off and then we went to E-hub! for The Roomate with his sister and her boyfriend. That was pretty much it actually. I've been spending a whole lot of time at his place, actually almost everyday, with him and his family, technically.

So anyways, I will start updating a lot more often from now onwards because he's going in....in about 24 hours. Sucks, a lot actually. I'm so glad I have school. If not I really have no idea what to do. Sigh, I've started missing you since forever, I don't know how two weeks without you would be like. I'm so used to being around you, so used to your presence. I just..don't know how to deal with this. I'm definitely not ready at all for this but I just have to go with it. It's not like I have a choice or something. On the brighter side, wait there is no brighter side. Haha, okay seriously, on a brighter side, Baby made me a list of a few things which I have to do when he is not around. Firstly, is to shape up my body, head to the gym or go for jogs. Secondly, is to visit his mother once in a while. Thirdly, I have to learn how to cook within this two weeks and cook for him as soon as he books out.

This is probably the most wordy post in a long while and I assure you there will be more to come. Without him all I have besides family and friends, is the internet. Doesn't help much cos I don't really do anything anymore on the Internet. I've kinda ditched my old Facebook account and made a new one and it's a lot more peaceful than before. I don't really get much questions on Formspring anymore. Twitter is an exception. Oh my tonsils have acted up recently. Got a really bad fever on Friday. I rested over at Baby's place, yeah he did took care of me although it was just that while. I appreciate it. I pretty much suffered a lot other than that. I felt like dying. Throbbing headaches, really weak body and fucking dry throat. I have had tonsils since a year or two ago. Heck. No money,no need to go operation. Sigh,

I am not working anymore because I can't manage my time. At all. Sucks. I hate that cos I feel so darn broke like broke as fuck  but I just can't. Sigh. Just think positive, I will make it. Urgh. I am just so sad that he doesn't trust  me that much. Oh wait, I spilled the beans haha. Shouldn't talk about it any further. I am going to catch Fast And Furious 5 tomorrow after school since that is the last thing he wants to watch before going in. Then just spend as much time as we have with each other before tomorrow. He has to report to Jalan Bahar at 8 on Tuesday. Oh yeah did I miss out that I am going to spend our 4th month alone. We've never really celebrated any of our monthsarries but I am going to repeat this again, it will just feel so weird not having  him around. Well see you readers here again tomorrow, bye.