Asalamualaikum, everyone. Woah it's been about two months since I last updated anything here since the official death of my sister's laptop. I really need send my to repair ASAP. So anyway, it's the 3rd day of Aidilfitri and I hope I'm not too late to wish all of my muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya !

Raya seems pretty empty and quite meaningless I would say. On the first day, Ath's and Fee's family came over first. We took pictures and all, we really tried to make things 'happening'. But yeah. Afterwhich, my family and I only went to my mum's eldest sister's place and then back home. My grandma is really very sick. She was admitted to the hospital on the first day. My mood for Raya died already. Everyone in the family is ready to face the loss of our grandmother. We've pretty much seen the signs. The words that come out from her mouth, the dreams the we get. Just everything. We all know her time is almost up. It saddens me really and I die a little bit inside as days pass. I know she can go, anytime now. I'm building up as much strength as I can before the day comes. Sigh. Every time I'm outside and when my parents call, I fear that they would say the words that I never want to hear.

On a lighter note, my relationship seems really stable now. I'm really happy for us. We manage to pull through 7 months. It's going to be 8, in about 2 weeks. I really thank God for putting such a wonderful guy in my life. He's pretty much been there all the time. Also, he's an official firefighter for about a month now. Alhamdulillah.

Oh my. My dad just texted us to hurry to the hospital cos my grandma might be going any time soon. Ya Allah, please give me the strength.