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134 was posted on: Saturday, October 15, 2011 @1:28:00 PM
I seriously need to stop this once a month updates since I'm already most of the time at my boyfriend's house. So let's start with where I left this..one and a half months ago.
No doubt, I miss my late grandmother a lot. She's been my listening ear, the one who never gets tired of advising me and telling me the same things over and over again. I mean, I feel more insignificant than I already am in my family after she's left. Most times when I sleep at home, the moment I wake up there's nobody there, not anymore. Every time I want to go out, there's nobody to kiss me goodbye anymore. It's just different but it's been over a month, I think I'll get used to it sooner or later. That doesn't matter. What does is that I hope she's doing well up there. I mean for sure she's leading a better life right? All along her life here on earth has been hard. Yup... Nenek I hope you're doing good there okay, Kakak rindu nenek, tau? I love you, Nek.
Also for the past few months I've been looking for a job. Applied like crazy almost everywhere. Alhamdulillah all that paid off after I went for an interview a few days ago at Desigual. I seriously need money since my boyfriend's birthday is only next month and also to lessen my parents burden. Oh yeah I'm still me, still haven't changed. As expected I didn't last long in ITE Simei. My father already signed the papers yesterday, so I'm officially not schooling again. So I was wrong about myself, I thought I could change but no... just not the right course. At all. Haha. Not funny but yah.
So how has my life been for the past month? I don't know actually. I really think my attitude problem is getting from bad to worse. I lose my temper so much easier than before. Seriously I need a bitch/dick slap. No kidding. Thank god I have very patient parents and a very very patient boyfriend. Thanks for always putting up with me baby. Kau lah terbest and tershiok dalam dunia ni, hehehe. What else? Hmm. Oh we went to USS to celebrate our 8th monthsarry. I swear it was a blast. Next stop, insyallah, IFLY! I wanna go there so badly. Probably in December okay sayang? *hints like crazy* And oh for this month's monthsarry we just had a small dinner together at Seoul Garden. This boy has been pampering me like crazy ever since I don't know. But he really has changed a lot for the past 5 months. Ah, I feel so lucky lucky lucky. I love you baby. Oh.... I lost my less than 3 month old Iphone. Yeap.. now I'm using Blackberry as a temporary phone. Probably gonna get another Iphone in 3 months time. Who knows Iphone 5 would be out by then? Hehehe. It's so hard to recall what I've been doing for the past month LOL. Oh I re-coloured my hair. It looks so much better now, lovin' it.
Seriously I suck at remembering, sure I'll post more from now onwards, promise promise promise! I guess that's all I have for now? I left a few pictures in the below section so yup.. Till then :)
